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8.20.2021

 "When we expect our partners to be everything for us, we are expecting something of them that they can never become. Each time we hold this expectation in our relationships, we are planting seeds of disappointment and frustration that will bear fruit someday."  -Monique Melton *** Peace, Love, Joy, and Happiness

8.12.2021

It's hard to be happy for you when all I wanted was for you to be happy with me. For us to be a happy family.  You have it all, you got what you wanted, you HAVE the happy ending, you won! I'm out of your life and life is better without me now, isn't it? The deadweight in your life is finally gone. The "anchor weighing you down" is finally gone (literal words said to me by you).  The woman you had a child with, the mother of your child, who "brings no value to your life", is finally gone. Again, actual words said to my face by you.  It's know wonder I have a hard time seeing the value of my life. The one person, who was supposed to be my person didn't value me or my life and you fucking said it to my face! Yet, a year after our separation I'm still here trying to figure out my worth. Am I worthy? Is my life worth living for? What is my purpose in life? Who needs me?  So yeah when you're a dick to me I get mad. I get mad as hell because in...